My Small But Happy Family

When i gave birth to my second child, i was so depressed for losing her. I really thought i am not going to have another one because i was so scared that if i get pregnant again, i might lose the baby again. I have had a lot of things in my mind, confusions, fears, guilty feeling and lots of questions that some of them aren't answered yet. But when i got pregnant with my third baby unintentionally (long story), i had mix emotions, happy, excited, anxious and scared. I was so scared because it always reminds me of what happened to my second child, i was scared because i might not make it and won't be able to take the pain like what i have gone through to my second baby. But anyway, when i delivered my third child, it all turned out good on him. He came out as a very healthy boy, weighed 9.3 lbs and measured 21 inches long. Quite a huge baby for a tiny mother that only measured 4'11. And now that i am fixed, both hubby and i decided with this matter for my health reason, i am very happy having two boys in my life, they are quite a handful to me and i could not ask for anything more. I am truly blessed by having them and given the chance to experience to be a mother to them. Some women has difficulties bearing a child and i felt so lucky that GOD gave me these two adorable boys in my life. And of course i am very happy and lucky having my husband too for giving me our boys. I love my small but very happy family, they are my source of strength, the will to keep on going and to fight any problems in life, they made me more tougher and stronger person.

Family Portrait

After all the holidays, i became more busier than usual. I got a preschooler that i have to pick up every afternoon and i have a little one that is now more attention seeker. I sure have a quite busy life. I cannot even take care of my own needs and wants. But even though my time went all to my family, i am loving it and i am thankful that i have a lovely family whom i can give my attention. I hardly have time to update my websites no more unlike before that i am very updated here almost everyday.

Things has changed to me now that i have two kids to take care of. As you all know that a responsibilities of a mother is never ending that's why i cannot update my websites no more like i wanted to. But anyway, since that i got the big chance to update this one now, i would like to share you all our very recent family photo, taken by my new Nikon D300s toy that hubby bought for me last Christmas... Thank you so much for those who dropped by here and who are going to drop by, i truly appreciate your effort for taking some time to visit me here...