Unpredictable Life

Life indeed is very unpredictable. I just barely got back from a friend's house. I visited and old man because his wife left him. It's kind of complicated story between them but still i feel sorry for this poor man that's been our friend for years. I talked to him to cheer him up and gave him some suggestions so he won't be depressed being in his lonely house all by himself. I also gave him Backwoods cigars that he really likes the most. I feel so bad about their situation though because they have been married for long years and ended up not being together anymore, so i gave my best that i think it would make him happy, i gave him my moral support and a little gift for him. It wasn't that much but it sure did paint a smile on his sad face.

Is It Snowing Yet?

My dear 4 year old son is been asking me over and over again. Mommy, is it snowing yet? I heard this question of his million times in a day. I guess he is just excited to play snow again. Last year we made a snowman together for the very first time and now he is excited to do it again. I don't think i could stay that long outside on snowy days but i bet my son can. I just don't know what's up with the cold that makes the kids so excited about it, for me it's a big no no to stay outside.

I always hibernate myself inside the house during winter time, i love to wrap myself up while drinking hot coco in front of my computer doing my daily online routine. Mommy, is it snowing yet? There he goes again, asking me and it's starting to be annoying, lol! Not yet son, you'll see when the ground is all white, then you can see it's snowing, ok? Alright mom.... My 4 year old son has endless questions ready for mommy and mommy has only limited answers to those questions he has in his smart brain...

Hubby Is Upset

My husband was really upset the other day because we received the mail if our auto insurance. He was upset because they raised our insurance without even notifying us or anything. And the other thing is, it's a nonsense raise. He called it bait quotes. He thought that he got the best car insurance but he was wrong. Good thing a friend from his work mentioned about his insurance and he said he has it for a while now and he is having no problem about it. He said that his auto insurance quote is the best one. Hubby told me to check this out because he is planning to change our insurance from this insurance crooks.

Show To Real Life

I was watching this local series show through my computer and it just made me interested with the topic. It's all about between rich family and very poor people. This rich family has their big mining company that affects poor people's health in this small county due to burying their asbestos in that small community place. Poor people we're trying to sue the company for making their loved ones sick and died. I just feel bad that these poor people might lose their case because the powerful mining company can bribe the justice and pay the judge a fairly good amount so the case will win in favor to the mining company. While these poor people is having mesothelioma. Although this is just a show but it could happen in a real life.

Quick Way To Communicate

Looking at my wedding pictures made me reminisce all the things that happened to me and my husband when we first met each other. I met my husband through my aunt who used to work with my husband before. She introduced me to him through writing letters. He wrote me a letter and i responded to it. It may sound so oldie but that's how we met. I have never been aware of chatting before because i was busy with my job and have no time to have fun. But when my aunt's husband told us about live chat, hubby and i were able to communicate in a quick way and was able to talk about different things. Discussing things about working paper works for my visa to come here in united states. That is indeed a big help for us without having trouble communicating each other.

So Glad

I just recently checked my son's temperature and it is telling me that his fever has gone down so far from 101.8 last night to 98.9 today. I am relieved because the other night he was hallucinating and shivering that made me panicked. I also am glad that he is gaining his appetite back, he requested the food that he wanted so i cooked it right away so he can eat.

It's just hard for a mother to see the child gets sick especially me that i just barely gave birth 2 months ago and i have little one to take care too aside from my 4 year old boy and i am all by myself here with no help from my immediate family because they are miles away from me. Situation like this makes me wanna go home but if i go there it makes me wanna come back here because i am going to miss my husband and will feel bad that he will be by himself here coming home from work in a quiet house... I am thinking that i would love to go back home next year even for just a month but we'll see if that happens.

Looking Forward

I just phoned my sister yesterday, she mentioned that she is going to continue her studies no matter how difficult to fit it in to her daily routine. She told me that she must finish her degree so she can find a better and good job that will fit her best. In fact, she encouraged me to do the same thing and she told me that i don't need to get dress and worry about where or who will take care of my kids since i can continue my college degree and enroll at online university. My sister heard about this university and she said that this is the best she found so far where i can take an online mba. This made me excited and anxious to go back to school again, and i am looking forward for a better career for myself in the future. I already told hubby about this matter and he agree that it is time for me, it would be very convenient for me to study while at home.

We Need A New One

We have been considering to buy a new couch for our living room since the couch we have right now is getting old and ugly. We were supposed to buy a new couch long time ago but hubby said that we must hold off to that since our son was just little and he would be jumping on it until it gets ruined and sure enough he did. Even though we have a new little one here and i am sure he will do the same thing as what he did by his big brother, still i wanted to buy a new couch because the one that we have right now is not presentable anymore and it's just embarrassing if someone comes in to our house sitting in a very ugly and old couch. We really need to buy a new one and i want to purchase the modern furniture that i have been eyeing.

Thanks Goodness!

Thanks GOD my 4 year old son is not having swine flu like what i thought it was. We just barely got back from his doctor and the doctor found out that he is having an ear infection and bad tonsillitis. Now he is dosing off because i gave him his antibiotic that the doctor prescribed. Last night he had a very high fever, it was like 103.0 and i panicked, i wiped him with wet cold towel all over his body to cool him down. He was hallucinating, saying something so weird and pointing in the air although i don't see anything where he was pointing at.

Right now, he is asleep and i am looking forward for his fast recovery. He supposed to go to school earlier but i didn't send him because of his high fever. Hopefully he will be able to go to school on Friday. I really thought it was swine flu because he had the symptoms and it scared me so. It's really a heart breaking of a mother seeing a child sick. I cried last night while i was wiping him because he was shivering. He was talking weird last night while i was wiping him and he said something like he is red and i am blue. He got sick before too when we had our vacation last year in Philippines and was hallucinating too. He doesn't get sick very often but if he does he looks miserable, that's why i don't really wait for days, i take him to see the doctor right away making sure nothing serious is going on with him. Good thing he is just having infection and there is nothing serious problem....

Baby Of Mine

It's been a month since i delivered my little young man and i must say that i am recovering very well. Although depressions sometimes comes and goes but i am working on it, i am trying to remind myself that i am blessed of having such a wonderful family instead of feeling self pity. My little man is getting so big and been a good baby to Mommy especially during at night, he only wakes up once or twice at the most and never cry too much like some other newborns. He is just like his big brother, i remember when i had my oldest son, he was a quiet baby too and didn't gave me hard time.

Anyway, i just want to share you all real quick this scary but cute picture of my one month old baby. Scary because he is about to fall down from his rocker for i forgot to buckle him up before i left him, cute as well to look at him that even though he is about to fall down, still he is in a deep sleep and didn't care about his position... I was too busy preparing dinner and cleaning the kitchen as well when my oldest son told me that his baby brother's feet is hanging out. So i hurried and peeked real quick and this is what i saw.... Good thing he didn't fall down from his rocker... Poor baby of mine...