How Time Flies!

Where did the time go? Where did it go? I was just browsing all my kiddos's pictures and made me realized that they are indeed growing faster than i thought! Goodness! Especially the little one that i am always with everyday. His big brother goes to school, so just two of us always gets left behind at home while daddy goes to work too. I still remember when he was born, so big and chunky! But now he's losing weight because he is more active and eat less. No matter how i tried to force him to eat but he won't eat the food i prepare for him.

Hopefully, he'll pass this stage. I know that every children undergo this kind of stage that they lose the appetite to eat. But, i am happy though that even he doesn't eat much like i wanted him to, he's still looking healthy kid to me. My mother used to say that she herself doesn't like chubby kids because it would be hard mostly for the parents to diet the kid. But, anyway, here's my little rugrat. Taken the other day before we had the snow storm. It was pretty day outside, chilly but not too bad, so we were able to enjoy and played outside with the whole family.

Baby's Curiosity

Too bad i don't have my oldest one's picture when he had his first touch of the grass. He was just like his little brother, was so curious and wondering why the grass is a little sharp that's poking his cute little hands. Babies are sure cuties. They are the most curious creatures in the world. I really love to capture every moment of my kids to freeze the memories, that way, i can show them the images i took when they're grown and they can show them to their kids as well when they have their own family already. That is one of my dream, is to make them happy knowing i didn't miss any moment that they have during their childhood. I have documented and saved some evidences of their silliness. But anyway, here is the photo i captured two weeks ago when went to a park along by the pond. This was his very first touch of the grass, and i can just tell how curious he was during this very moment and probably wondering why is the grass's poking him, just like his big brother...

Flashing Back Memories

I was just browsing some website and happen to remember that i have an old account in shutterfly that is never been opened for a long long time. So i decided to open it and retrieved it by creating the new password to it. It made me smile when i saw all those photos that's being stored in there. My oldest boy was just a year old and the memory started to flash back into my mind. I didn't realized that my baby then is now growing up! He is going to turn five years old soon and i just cannot believe it. Seems like he was just a little baby yesterday. Where did those years go then? I was just amazed to myself realizing that i already gave birth three times. But look at this photo of my son when he was just a year old. This was taken at the wedding reception of his cousin. Isn't he so cute? I so miss him when he was just a small as this in the picture.

HE Granted My Wish

When i found out that i was pregnant with my little one now, i kept it to most of my friends online because i don't want to entertain any possible questions that might not be appropriate. I was craving things secretly. The most one thing i was wishing and have been praying that i am going to have a safe delivery and i did, although i almost lost my own life because of some complications after the delivery. But thank goodness i survived and my baby came out perfectly fine, he's healthy and 9.3 lbs baby. Quite huge for poor tiny mother that only measured 4'11.

Well anyway, when i was pregnant, i also was praying that GOD will give me an angel that has blue eyes. Although it is really impossible for me to have a blue eyed baby because i am Asian and my husband has hazel eyes. But to my surprise, my baby came out with surely different eye color. GOD really granted my wish! I am not sure though what really is the color of his eyes because it changes here and there, in short, it's not definite yet. But no matter what his eyes color is going to be, he will still be loved by his dear family and he surely brought joy to my heart after losing his big sister...

Baby Of Mine

It's been a month since i delivered my little young man and i must say that i am recovering very well. Although depressions sometimes comes and goes but i am working on it, i am trying to remind myself that i am blessed of having such a wonderful family instead of feeling self pity. My little man is getting so big and been a good baby to Mommy especially during at night, he only wakes up once or twice at the most and never cry too much like some other newborns. He is just like his big brother, i remember when i had my oldest son, he was a quiet baby too and didn't gave me hard time.

Anyway, i just want to share you all real quick this scary but cute picture of my one month old baby. Scary because he is about to fall down from his rocker for i forgot to buckle him up before i left him, cute as well to look at him that even though he is about to fall down, still he is in a deep sleep and didn't care about his position... I was too busy preparing dinner and cleaning the kitchen as well when my oldest son told me that his baby brother's feet is hanging out. So i hurried and peeked real quick and this is what i saw.... Good thing he didn't fall down from his rocker... Poor baby of mine...