Hubby Is Upset

My husband was really upset the other day because we received the mail if our auto insurance. He was upset because they raised our insurance without even notifying us or anything. And the other thing is, it's a nonsense raise. He called it bait quotes. He thought that he got the best car insurance but he was wrong. Good thing a friend from his work mentioned about his insurance and he said he has it for a while now and he is having no problem about it. He said that his auto insurance quote is the best one. Hubby told me to check this out because he is planning to change our insurance from this insurance crooks.

Show To Real Life

I was watching this local series show through my computer and it just made me interested with the topic. It's all about between rich family and very poor people. This rich family has their big mining company that affects poor people's health in this small county due to burying their asbestos in that small community place. Poor people we're trying to sue the company for making their loved ones sick and died. I just feel bad that these poor people might lose their case because the powerful mining company can bribe the justice and pay the judge a fairly good amount so the case will win in favor to the mining company. While these poor people is having mesothelioma. Although this is just a show but it could happen in a real life.

Quick Way To Communicate

Looking at my wedding pictures made me reminisce all the things that happened to me and my husband when we first met each other. I met my husband through my aunt who used to work with my husband before. She introduced me to him through writing letters. He wrote me a letter and i responded to it. It may sound so oldie but that's how we met. I have never been aware of chatting before because i was busy with my job and have no time to have fun. But when my aunt's husband told us about live chat, hubby and i were able to communicate in a quick way and was able to talk about different things. Discussing things about working paper works for my visa to come here in united states. That is indeed a big help for us without having trouble communicating each other.

So Glad

I just recently checked my son's temperature and it is telling me that his fever has gone down so far from 101.8 last night to 98.9 today. I am relieved because the other night he was hallucinating and shivering that made me panicked. I also am glad that he is gaining his appetite back, he requested the food that he wanted so i cooked it right away so he can eat.

It's just hard for a mother to see the child gets sick especially me that i just barely gave birth 2 months ago and i have little one to take care too aside from my 4 year old boy and i am all by myself here with no help from my immediate family because they are miles away from me. Situation like this makes me wanna go home but if i go there it makes me wanna come back here because i am going to miss my husband and will feel bad that he will be by himself here coming home from work in a quiet house... I am thinking that i would love to go back home next year even for just a month but we'll see if that happens.

Looking Forward

I just phoned my sister yesterday, she mentioned that she is going to continue her studies no matter how difficult to fit it in to her daily routine. She told me that she must finish her degree so she can find a better and good job that will fit her best. In fact, she encouraged me to do the same thing and she told me that i don't need to get dress and worry about where or who will take care of my kids since i can continue my college degree and enroll at online university. My sister heard about this university and she said that this is the best she found so far where i can take an online mba. This made me excited and anxious to go back to school again, and i am looking forward for a better career for myself in the future. I already told hubby about this matter and he agree that it is time for me, it would be very convenient for me to study while at home.

We Need A New One

We have been considering to buy a new couch for our living room since the couch we have right now is getting old and ugly. We were supposed to buy a new couch long time ago but hubby said that we must hold off to that since our son was just little and he would be jumping on it until it gets ruined and sure enough he did. Even though we have a new little one here and i am sure he will do the same thing as what he did by his big brother, still i wanted to buy a new couch because the one that we have right now is not presentable anymore and it's just embarrassing if someone comes in to our house sitting in a very ugly and old couch. We really need to buy a new one and i want to purchase the modern furniture that i have been eyeing.

Thanks Goodness!

Thanks GOD my 4 year old son is not having swine flu like what i thought it was. We just barely got back from his doctor and the doctor found out that he is having an ear infection and bad tonsillitis. Now he is dosing off because i gave him his antibiotic that the doctor prescribed. Last night he had a very high fever, it was like 103.0 and i panicked, i wiped him with wet cold towel all over his body to cool him down. He was hallucinating, saying something so weird and pointing in the air although i don't see anything where he was pointing at.

Right now, he is asleep and i am looking forward for his fast recovery. He supposed to go to school earlier but i didn't send him because of his high fever. Hopefully he will be able to go to school on Friday. I really thought it was swine flu because he had the symptoms and it scared me so. It's really a heart breaking of a mother seeing a child sick. I cried last night while i was wiping him because he was shivering. He was talking weird last night while i was wiping him and he said something like he is red and i am blue. He got sick before too when we had our vacation last year in Philippines and was hallucinating too. He doesn't get sick very often but if he does he looks miserable, that's why i don't really wait for days, i take him to see the doctor right away making sure nothing serious is going on with him. Good thing he is just having infection and there is nothing serious problem....

Baby Of Mine

It's been a month since i delivered my little young man and i must say that i am recovering very well. Although depressions sometimes comes and goes but i am working on it, i am trying to remind myself that i am blessed of having such a wonderful family instead of feeling self pity. My little man is getting so big and been a good baby to Mommy especially during at night, he only wakes up once or twice at the most and never cry too much like some other newborns. He is just like his big brother, i remember when i had my oldest son, he was a quiet baby too and didn't gave me hard time.

Anyway, i just want to share you all real quick this scary but cute picture of my one month old baby. Scary because he is about to fall down from his rocker for i forgot to buckle him up before i left him, cute as well to look at him that even though he is about to fall down, still he is in a deep sleep and didn't care about his position... I was too busy preparing dinner and cleaning the kitchen as well when my oldest son told me that his baby brother's feet is hanging out. So i hurried and peeked real quick and this is what i saw.... Good thing he didn't fall down from his rocker... Poor baby of mine...

Another Surgery To Undergo

I had my appointment with the general surgeon yesterday about my second operation. I mentioned this operation to my other blog My Life, My World. Now, i am going to rant here all about it.

When i got confined at the hospital last August 3rd which i delivered my baby that very day, after the delivery i didn't stop bleeding, my blood level went down so low and wasn't able to respond the oxygen they put in my mouth like i was supposed to, in short, i wasn't breathing. So the doctor was wondering and started to worry about me. They had to wake me up and let me breath deep. I didn't know all about this was happening to me, it was my husband who told me all about it. He got so worried and scared. So the doctor did all the procedure he could do to find out what is wrong with me. I supposed to recover just fine although my incisions will still hurt but the doctor didn't expect to have me in a bad shape. So the doctor sent me to the CT scan room and ultrasound room to find out what's causing of my bleeding continuously. I had to comply all those test even though i was in terrible pain still with my surgery, for i was just barely out from the recovery room.

Thankfully, the doctor finally found out what is wrong with me. My gall bladder has stone and that is what causing of my bleeding and other problems. He talked to me and he suggested that it should be taken off and recommended the general surgeon that i talked yesterday about the operation. So, i am going to have another surgery to undergo tomorrow and hopefully everything will be fine afterwards. The surgeon said that i should not stay in the hospital for more than a day for it is only a quick surgery. I am just worried about my newborn because it will be daddy who will take care of him. As you know, daddies are not that good when it comes to babies. I guess, i just have to leave it to hubby and remind him everything what he must do while i am gone for a day.

So please co-blogger and friends, pray for me that everything will be fine for me... I will get back here and rant everything again as soon as my surgery is done and will be back home... Thank you and God bless us all!

Lots Of Doctor's Appointment

I guess i am slowly getting back on blogging. I missed a lot of things here i know but will sure try to catch up. If you happen to visit my other blog My Life, My World you will see that i have a latest update in there. I just barely gave birth a week ago and i have a bouncy healthy baby boy. Well, anyway yesterday we went to another OB/GYN (not the one who did my surgery because he is now on vacation), supposed to take off the staples from my incisions. But unfortunately, he doesn't accept our insurance so we just come home and the staples still stuck on my tummy. Earlier we called the office of the doctor who did my surgery and still no progress. Well, i guess i have to wait until tomorrow because the recording machine said that they will be back tomorrow. And i am hoping that he can take the staples out from me soon as possible because it is starting to bother me and one big concern i have is, it's not suppose to stay in my incision for so long.

On the other hand, my poor newborn little guy had his circumcision this morning and i was there. I could hardly look at it because it was too much for me to see. My poor boy was screaming to death, i know it is painful but i am glad about it because he won't be able to remember this surgery of his at all, just like his big brother before. The only difference was i didn't cry this time, when my oldest son had his circumcision the nurse kinda smiled at me because i cried and was so nervous for my poor boy. As first time mother, you might relate what i felt during those time, but this second one, i was a little tougher to actually be there inside the room.

Right now, baby and i are trying to gain more rest, for we are still recovering from pains, especially me. I have one more surgery coming up probably next week and i will tell you all about it later. It won't be as big as my C-section but still a surgery that i need to get ready of. I hope after this surgery that i am talking about, i will be done and will be fine.

I just want to thank you to all the friends who welcomed my newborn baby and for leaving awesome words that sure did left big smile in my heart, thank you so much! And i would not mention all of you for you know already who you are i am talking about. Again, thank you all so much and i truly appreciate our friendships.... God bless us all!!!