Post Partum Depression???

I shouldn't feel this way but i guess this is what i am feeling right now, depression. When i had my eldest child which is my son, i never felt anything then such as this depression that i am dealing this time. I hate it but i don't know what to do either. I worry a lot of things and makes me think that i am worthless and useless. I feel so down that makes me think that i am also helpless. I need to get over this kind of stage and i need comfort from someone i really love, my husband. Too bad he is so far away from me and he couldn't give me the comfort that i need. I easily cry and feel sad for no reason. Is this really normal for a mother who just barely gave birth or what? I don't understand and it is really difficult for me to explain. I am hoping i can get over this depression i am dealing with right now.

Delivery Date Changes

This is just a real quick update guys since i miss my blogging world so much. I do miss a lot of things here first are my real friends who's keep on visiting me here even though i haven't visited to their respected websites yet for i have only limited time to get online it is because i don't have my own internet. I wasn't able to get my own and hubby told me to forget it since i am going to deliver this little girl inside me soon.

A month from now i am going to have my Caesarian operation and the baby will be out in this world. Hubby is really anxious and excited to be here with us and get us so we can go back home, but first i need to deliver the girl and recover for a month. So to those who wants to meet me, i will be at Perpetual Succour Hospital in Cebu, the operation will be around 7 o'clock in the morning on August 08,2008. So hope to see you guys there to those who are residing in Cebu. Please pray for us that the delivery operation will all goes well. God bless everyone!